i need a foot massage

someone please give me a foot massage..my foot pegel.lol

it seems like my foot hates me rite now because i use it all the time to walk to school every morning, back to my house, jog on the treadmill and other things..uuurggh i dont know how to cure the pegel. i dont have balsem or counterpain or salonpas. i really hate it when my foot pegel. i wish someone can give me a foot massage for free rite now 🙂

i think im going to sleep because i need an hour or more to really get asleep and enjoy my beautiful dreams, so im going to close all my tabs on my mozzila firefox, sign out my msn and hide under my green cozy bedcover.

good bye people

xoxo

what will i be in the future?

hmm..what will i be in the futurE?? i want to be a general manager for a 5 star international hotel so i can travelling a lot(maybe). after that i will own a 5 star hotel/villa. then i will marry a rich hot handsome footballer and live happily ever after.

sounds like a bright future…hahhahahaha, who knows maybe i’ll be what i mentioned above. hope it’ll come truuuee!!

xoxo

5 things that i want the most

1. a really HOT boyfriend 🙂 like talan, i mean he’s not that hot, but i still like him.hehehe

2. a lot of MONEY, so i can go shopping. i need more clothes for school. i kinda bored with jeans and t shirt, soooo please give me money!

3. travelling with my friends to cool places like brazil, cabo, paris, spain, etc

4. a visa that i can use to all countries in the world

5. finish my school as fast as possible and get a cool job with high salary

the best experience in my life

as u all knw that i am now lived alone in an apartement. actually, i rent a room that i shared with someone from the same country as i am.

i was excited to leave my hometown and experience something new. lived in a new country, meet with new people and deal with a new life is not as easy as i thought. when my mom left me, i was crying…im scared that if something bad happen ( knock on wood 3 times) to me or i need something then what im going to do, i cant take care of myself, yet, because i never lived away from my family before.

the next day i went to school with eyes a bit swollen…i feel like i have nobody when my mom left. i try to enjoy everything at school and just forget ‘the sad’.

u kno what? there’s some good and bad things about living alone. good things first : no one yell at me if i get home to late or tell me to do something that i dont like, u know what i mean. its just ME who controls everything. of course control everything is not the easiest job in the world. i have to take care of my food, i have to decide everything on my own, i have to control my money, i have to take care of my health and a lot more..i know this is the part that i have to learn in my life.

there’s the time when my laziness attack me and i will hoping that somebody will help me to wash my water bottle, fill it up, cook for me ,etc..*sigh*… this is because i used to have maid and now i dont.it kinda stressfull sometimes. i have to make sure that everything is done and my life is in control..i tell ya, its not easy.

xoxoxoxo

laguna beach

since i have nothing to do because im still adapt with my new lonely life here in singapore, a friend of mine told me to watch laguna beach to see how cute stephen colletti is.

and i did. at first i was just watch it to fill my spare time after school, but it seems like the show has something that makes me addicted. i think its because it reminds me of my life in high school (which ends last month.hehehe). the show is kinda makes me think that many important things happened in high school. drama, romance, prom nite, graduation, party, hang out with friends… *sigh* i miss all that stuff.

when i was in high school, me and my friends always wanted to graduate as fast as we could. but trust me i regret all that words that i said. it doesnt mean that i dont like college, its just time passed really quick and makes me realize that i have to go..left every good and bad memories with my friend. of course, someday we have to go our own way..but i want things to slow down a bit.

it makes me learn something in my life…we all have to appriciate every single day in our life because we cant go back to that day 🙂

nite people

xoxo to all my high school friends wherever u are!!

my routine

i wake up every morning at 8…take shower..eat my breakfast and walk to school

5 minutes from where i live is my new school..not exactly a school..its a campus/college

i cross the road..pass the lobby of my campus then go upstairs to the third floor

enter the medium room with several chairs and tables, whiteboard, computer and large screen tv

at 9.15 the class begin..start with the theory about food and beverage

10.30 we had our coffee break and then continue the theory until lunch break at 12

after that we go downstairs, enter the canteen and walk to the room de sire where we do our practical everyday

it’s a big room with a bar, 4 tables, and some other tables with napkin, fork and knife on top

for 2 hours or more we learn how to fold napkin and set tables……..

we go home at 3..i cross the road again then walk to my new home

sorry for the bad grammar, trust me, im not good at it..hahahhaa

xoxo

i like the word NEW

new life, new friends, new school…everything is new

last time i said im going to move to singapore to continue my school. Now, i’m in singapore already writing this blog in my new room in the new apartment. it’s really hard to leave my old life behind. i lived in bali for 15 years and now suddenly i have to go to live in other country.

i’m so sad leaving my friends and family 😦 i dont wanna be homesick and crying all the time because this is what i choose. so far, i didnt cry when my family went back to bali..

i miss everything back home, but that doesnt mean i dont like it here in singapore….

xoxo